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So if anyone really knows me, they know that California is part of my soul. The same with New Orleans, even though I think NOLA has taken over my heart.

With that said, it is weird that I have made a desicion to not go to California this year with everyone.

I was going to, but then life has taken over, and I don't think it is in the cards for me. A) we are still waiting on immigration paperwork, so basically if I go, I may not be able to come home again for a bit, which sucks, cause I can't even go to visit my family. B) I really don't want to leave my family, even for a few days. In all reality, they rock, and they are my rocks, C) Some of my favorite people to hang out with, i.e. Trevor, and Nikki, won't be there.

Not that I don't love most of everyone who is going, but there are cliques there, and that kinda sucks.

And then there is D) LOST ate my life. Yeah, I am not going to put myself in the position of wanting to actually buy this book, so I can stand in front of the author(s) and rip it up. Not really worth it. My feelings on that subject are still the same as they were last year. I had tried to come to terms with it, and believe that I could deal with it, but really, I have this stinking suspicion that it would get brought up and I would be put in a position of not enjoying my time with everyone.

When this person tried to make me feel petty for my being upset for using my picture and story without my conscent, yeah well, whatever. I am still waiting for a reall apology for that one. I would share the email they sent, but as of now I guess I deleted it. Oh well, I hope they have a fun time.

No matter what it will always be something I feel strongly about.

So with that said, maybe next year I will head out there for some nice beach time, down in Venice. Gotta love that place.

So that is about all for now. we'll see if anything else comes up today.